don’t really need to post Saturday, Jul 19 2008 

i just found this picture and i love it:  

=)

=)

i was thinking about writing a whole blog around it, which i might get to sometime. for now though, i am just going to share with you this picture.

Edit: i want her dress!  sorta.

well Saturday, Jul 19 2008 

i went out to see the sunrise, it was just light outside, i went out too late but i did see!

a red robin fly right in front of my face and a cat crossing the street! and i did hear some birds chirping. the light is really weird though, i haven’t been outside this early in a loooonng time.

sunrise Saturday, Jul 19 2008 

in almost exactally an hour, the sun will rise. i haven’t seen a sunrise since october. i really plan on watching it. maybe i will get inspired to write?draw anything in the previous post? i hope so. that would be wonderful.  i’ll make sure to grab mothers camera and take a picture if it is pretty.

i doubt it willbe this pretty though

i doubt it willbe this pretty though

i like list’s. Saturday, Jul 19 2008 

i am sitting here on my bed 5:08 am. completley exausted, yet not able to fall asleep. i have been reading through people’s blogs and i am genuinley jealous of how well they write. i find myself harnessing all of this creative energy and no way to let it out. i could :

1. write a song [every song i try to write sounds like crap ]
2.draw [i am not patient enough for that and i have just gotten too good, i am never satisfied with my work]
3. interpretive dance [ha!]
4. unleash my inner photographer [no camera =(  ]
5. work on my ‘book’ [i have absolutley no ideas to write about]
6. paint my room [um,i don't want to take all my stuff off my walls.]
7.go on a vacation [this is a perfect idea! oh, wait... i think i am missing something oh, money that's right]
8. dream [if only i could fall asleep]
9. compose a song on the piano [um, farmer in the dell anyone. i try, but everything turns out so.... nursery rhyme]
10. design a building [psha! i am 14, not 40 although that would be really cool]
11.create something this delicious

now, don't those look yummy?<3

now, don't those look yummy?<3

or
12. i could fal asleep and ponder this some more in the morning.i think i choose 12. good,well… morning.

i think the sun is rising =P i haven’t slept in 20 hours.